FRUSTRATED

I'm sure you've heard the old ad lib: "Lose weight, Feel Great"; they don't bother to tell you you'll feel like shit in between that saying!

All this pain and sweat and I feel like I haven't lost a thing, I might've even gained and it's got nothing to do muscle mass --- so unless I'm pregnant from a mysterious guest coming into my room at night that I don't know about, this so-called "cutting back and exercise" is not working.

Not sure I've mentioned in my last entry but I added Chia Seeds to the regime and the jury's still out on if it's making a difference. I put them in this week's dinner selection which includes Mountain Biscuits {Sesame Seeds & Chia Seeds}, Hot Dogs and White Corn {Chia Seeds}; plus I'm eating the peppers before every meal since people claim that it speeds up the metabolism....

Again I'm criticized about my schedule by my mother. Is nothing good enough?! She now says that because I'm home all day eating that I'm not getting results. "Once you're on a schedule instead of sitting at home and eating you'll see the difference.
Now I know you might think that she has a point and she does --- that's not the issue here. Ma has been like this since I was little: it's the WAY she says things that makes me feel inferior and that I'm not trying at all! I don't know why I even keep running to her with my thoughts if she's gonna do this every time. Just now she got the nerve to argue with me about a TV star playing a Disney Villain claiming that the live picture wasn't real. I had JUST looked the person up and the pic wasn't altered in any way.
She wants to be right --- apparently it gets her through her day.


Speaking of days, adding the weights for the 6-day workout just made my underarms look a bit misshapen. I'm not sure if I'm applying the cream Fat Girl Sleep in the right way or it's not targeting the spot in which it's needed....I'll make sure tonight that I put it only in that one spot.

I'll keep you posted.